Archive for the ‘Change’ Category
It is official – I HAVE PUT ON WEIGHT.
Fffffffffffffffat. I can feel it in my face, my stomach.. Alright who am i kidding, i can feel it everywhere.
I need to Complain. Somehow in this school there is only One weighing machine in the wrestlers’ room, which only can be use by the school’s athletes. TMD, DISCRIMINATION. So we gotta resort to using the one at Hoito restaurant. I wish i have a picture now to show you but just imagine one that seems to be used like 80 years ago. It is really ancient and it measures in Pounds. But bohpian no choice, we decided to give it a try when we were having our dinner there. And Die Already. I really put on weight and i think i am looking at at least TWO bloody kilograms.
So over dinner i came up with a 5 Weeks plan to fight my FMFL (fuckmyFATlife), in bid to return home in June in style and not in pounds. We have exactly 5 more weeks here in Thunder Bay and right after that will be a month plus of crazy travelling. And crazy travelling does not allow time for gymming etc and crazy travelling will give me more excuse for me to indulge in good food. So these 5 weeks will really be my Last and Final chance to make a difference to my weight. Hurhur
I want to be a gym rat for the next 5 weeks. Grant me some Will. And Power please.
There is always an end to everything and i think it is time to bid goodbye to the life of JCRC in the hall of mine and embark on something else. Our last meeting lasted for 9hours and yet, i did not complain for any minute. Back then, an hour of meeting seemed like forever and i never once not complained. Looking back and pardon me with my cliches, i never regretted joining this group of people whom i now call Friends.
Okay apart from all the cliches and nostalgia, maybe it is time to get myself some sleep.
Hope tomorrow will be a better day.
May my level of hope be raised cos it’s been a while since jadedness creep in like this.
After one week of complete LN-ness and some serious bumming, i think it is time to do up a Plan for the rest of the 3 months long Holidays.
I love Plans. Plans keep sanity in check. Plans keep me going, knowing that i have control over what i want next to happen. Yup, am i a control freak.
Just some things i hope to achieve by the end of this long holiday. Not that i’m complaining.
- Exercise at least 3 times a week
- Train up my sub zero Stamina and Speed so that i won’t be a complete goon during Touchrug training.
- Sign up for some Photoshop/FCP workshop (free) with my brother
- Watch X-men – Wolverine
- Get a fun part-time job
- Grow out my hair
- New hair colour
- Become taller
- Get a nice lil’ Tan
- Lose half of my stomach
- Visit my dentist and get a new pair of retainers
- Fall sick, preferable Stomach Flu
- Think about which concentration to go into (Broadcast/Journalism/Advertising/PR)
- Plan my future. Briefly.
- More supper at Rochor Beancurd with friends.
- Play squash
- Jog at Sentosa
- Get a hot and new Bo Bo Bo Body.
Alright. The last one was added to insert in some humour in the List. Not surprising, and being a closeted anorexic/bulimic Wannabe, more than half concerns Losing Weight. Roars. May i succeed this time. I need to lose weight this summer or else it’s going to be another Fat year for me. Barf.