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Don’t you be saucy with me

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When i clicked ‘End Test’, i could hear like every breath and feel those heart beats in my chest, throat, head and everywhere. K, just trying to dramatise The Moment cos I will never forget how incredibly Embarrassed and full of the world greatest Shame when i realised i’ve actually Failed my Basic Theory Test. Bloody Hell.

Failing the BTT is like one of those things that makes you go, Zomg, it’s true – I am really stupid. I was so embarrassed that i to attempt to cover the screaming FAILED word on my screen with my big fat face from the Ah Beng on my left and the Bangladesh national on my right.

Hurr.

On the other hand, i’m currently in the midst of Hall Camp but no thanks and thanks to my test this afternoon, i took the chance to head home for tonight. Maybe like the camp’s duration is about a good 7 Days. (another Zomg defining moment) Joined the camp only yesterday and i already experienced probably the Dirtiest camp game eveeer. Part of my recollection of what Sauces and Shits were used for last night’s game – Ketchup Sauce, Soon Kueh Dark Sauce, Vinegar, Flour, Oatmeal, Egg, Mango Concentration, Socks/Shoes/Hockey Stick/Plastic Bag/Tshirts soaked in Dark Sauce…. At the end of all the game stations, we were all soaked, down right to each and every available open pores on our skin, with the above listed Sauces. My white shirt became Dark Brown, my hair was rock-solid by the harden Oatmeal and family of Sauces, hands and legs smeared with Dark Sauce. And i haven’t even mention what were done to us during the games and as of today, after shampooing and washing of 5 times, the smell of the dark sauce lingers from my hair and hands – And I can never look at Soon Kueh the same way again. 

Nobody could understand our pain.

Anyhow, to mark a milestone of my personal Independence and Growing Up, i stayed over in my own room in hall myself last night. Stranger roomie weren’t here, so were the next door toilet mates. So i was practically on my own. 

My first step.

Independence;Dependence;Detachment;Attachment

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July 30, 2008 at 12:42 am

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Move on and behold !

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Where do i begin ?

Moved about 75% of my things over to Hall today. Felt like i’ve move a half of my Life over there and being Me and hopefully i am just being dramatic, can’t help but feel Sad during the whole process of moving in. Maybe it is just me, but i really can smell/see/hear/FEEL a Major case of Homesick-ness looming in. People who know me well will know how even a 3-days camp can do to my spirits.

Initially, i was very excited about the idea of being on my own for once. But now i can’t help but feel so lousy for feeling scared. 

I just hate Changes. I really really do. But now it is time for me to really Learn and flow with the changes around me. How long will i take ?

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July 28, 2008 at 1:35 am

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Hall two too.

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Cheerios.

I think i was the Forgotten in the school’s computer system. But Thank God i was found amidst the confusion and finally the Hall issue has been settled. Hall 2 here i come !

I can sleep now.

930am @ Harbourfront tomorrow. Sentosa = Sunscreen/cap/shades – Protection.

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July 24, 2008 at 3:10 am

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Night birds.

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Night Birds/Ryan Adams

Out under the stars
Dodging them night cars baby
Cause when you gotta move, you gotta move
Whatever that it was
You were thinking of lady
You’re certainly not thinking
Of it now,

And nightbirds sing you
An empty tune
In an empty house
In an empty room
In an empty moment
All the nightbirds sing
We were supposed to rise above
But we sink
into the ocean

I feel like a body stuffed into a trunk
From a million years
Of lying and getting drunk

The people here inside me
They are loud and in the night
They scream and smash the windows
And they fight

And nightbirds sing you
An empty tune
In an empty house
In an empty room
With an empty feeling
When it comes too soon
Were supposed to rise above
But we sink
Into the ocean

I don’t want P,M and a S to come. Be good.

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July 24, 2008 at 2:50 am

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Rain drops keep falling on my head.

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Rain drops tapping against your window as the wind howls to the melodic tune of raindrop tap dance.

A pretty melancholic piece from dear swei in her office. Hahaha 🙂

Wet weather today in our little sunny island. A great way to start the week with my favourite Nua Time with absolutely nothing better to do at home. Sweet subtle sense of enjoyment. Whee

I feel recharged !

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July 22, 2008 at 12:54 am

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If only weekends have 3 days.

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Finally resubmitted my Matriculation Photo. I can’t help but feel like a second class citizen in NTU since i appealed in. Somehow, just somehow i always ended up being informed waaay later than the rest. CS FOC camp was like that (in fact i wasn’t informed at all. I went to the blog myself and signed up myself lor.), the really annoying matric photo resubmission thing and now the Hall issue. Roars. It is draining away my initial excitement for school to start se-ri-iously. I was reeally excited.

Anyhow, this weekend was pretty fine. Not too tiring or hectic, just the way i like it. Yesterday was back with Dswei at St Nicks to deliver my Uber rusty and bad speech at the P6 Tea Party. Been a long while since i did public speaking yo. But who cares ! I was just glad to be able to be back at St Nicks just to, you know, Hang Around. Got off to get my bed sheets and Etceteras for Hall. Think my Mum got confused with the fact that i will be moving in into A Room (a very Small room that is) and not exactly into a place that is bigger than A Room. She is buying and planning to buy so many things, as if i’m moving in into a place with a Kitchen, Living Room, Store Room, Balcony and so on. You get my point. Tried convincing her to get me one of those portable Air-Con or cooler or whatever you call it though. But Mama says a Fan is still the way to go.. Alright then.

Saturday night was spent with Jerome and friends for his birthday party at MOS. The crowd was better than the last time i was there with the girls and had quite some fun burning away the Calories. Surprisingly i didn’t get any hangover this morning when i woke up. Contrary to my long history of Allergy to alcohol, i think my body has been training itself for resistance. Good job, Body.

Woke up to my sister’s voice when she just got home from her trip to the US. Was equally excited for her to come home and to see what did she get for her little sister. Got my Ab-Wheel too ! Bought from Amazon a few weeks ago cos after some Trial&Test with Dswei’s, and i was convinced that it will help shape my overly undefined Flabs into Abs.

Went down to Tampines to catch Dswei’s Floorball match this afternoon and Thank God i made it just in time before the game ended and could actually see her in some Floorball action in her High Socks and Knee-Length Shorts. Haha. Headed back home after that and had home-cooked food ! Been awhile since i actually sit down and have a proper dinner with my family. What have i been up to ?

Tomorrow marks the last week of pure slacking and bumming around. Foresee the week after to be a crazy week of Hall camp or moving in. And then before i know it. Let’s snap your fingers – School starts !

I don’t want my holiday to end.

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July 21, 2008 at 1:24 am

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I am speechless.

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Writing a speech never got this difficult. When was the last time i actually use my raisin brain to think and chain together a string of words ? (Blogging is not considered Constructive writing to me) What if i sound stupid and childish to the P6sers tomorrow ?

Rah.

Just a personal reminder: About 3 more weeks to the start of school and the end of my 8 months holiday.

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July 18, 2008 at 2:16 pm

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