She Says.

Why am i so busy ?

Can’t wait for this week to be OVER.

Approximately 23 more days to School. 

As i am counting down to the return of That, it made me wonder what the hell did i actually accomplish for the past 2 months or so. Kinda regretted not getting a proper job like an internship at a production house or somewhere where i can actually learn Something. Okay, i regretted being lazy now. 

And i can’t decide if i am looking forward to school or not. I am dreading the confinement in Boonlay, and with me alone in a single room this time, foresee lonely times (many). But then again, i am also looking forward (kinda) to a routine and actually use my brain. And with a routine i can eat less and exercise more.. (Noted.) 

But then again I think i shall not complain, la huh. What more can i ask with 4pm wake up timings and home cooked food and unlimited chill out hours with friends and being in civilization (everywhere else besides Boonlay) and party and watch my DVDs till 6ams and many many other things. 

Ahh. 23 more days.

I don’t like it whenever there is a sudden wave of things coming at me. 

I have so many things to do over the next 2 days. How i wish i can sleep through all of it, and wake up slimmer and recharged.

Now, that’s a dream.

This morning or should i say Afternoon, was woken up by the most annoying and painful noise of people cutting grass outside my room. God knows why in the world did they take So Long to shave off the grass. And i mean, the grass area that surrounds my room is not exactly that Large. I swear beauty sleep was disturbed for 3 hours or more. It was a great way to wake up to a Wednesday afternoon and then you can sense the sarcasm. 

And oh. The end-semester stress is here to strike again once more. With the self-induced scare of downloading past year exam papers,(an absolute portrayal of Kiasu-ism of me)  going through the exams questions was accompanied with the deepest and most intense Frowns I can ever make. Less than 4 weeks to go before the exams. I need Hope.

Aside from all That, i am very happy to discover Bitter:Sweet  from one of the L Word episodes.

Anyone who is free and has nothing better to do should go check it out. The Mating Game track is most awesome. Makes you want to be James Bond for awhile.

I cannot sleep. Damn it.

Sleeplessness forced me to sign into MSN at the strangest hour and chatting with people who somehow all think that i’m Troubled.

I am not troubled. I am just suffering from a weird case of Insomnia.

Maybe. Because i’m hungry.

I was so bored that i went for a jog.

It was such a Mondayless day. After having dswei back for the whole of last week, today just seemed so dull without her. As she return back to La La land, that thing call School continues and my captivity in Boonlay remains. 4 more days to go before TGIF. And oh i miss her already.

We are mid way into the month of March and i must admit the spirit for this semester is a little too slack for liking. It is scary, from the way classes are skipped and the amount of hours spent scrolling down the pages of Perez Hilton.. Maybe i should go jump down now.

I need a master plan.

The pioneers of the Penny Press triggered a significant transformation for the 19th century American journalism. One could argue that developments in the world of newspapers also impacted American society. Please give your sense of the contributions made by editors like Day, Bennett and Greeley in transforming the media landscape.

8 pages long essay on this. Kill me or shoot me please. Perhaps watching The Wedding Game in the cinema is less painful than this.

The weather is getting warmer. And it is making me annoyed. 

Finally, 2 days had passed after the demise of my unfortunate phone. And i am still feeling the loss every now and then. Yes, i am a victim of the iPhone technology. I cannot live without it. I can’t check my emails when i’m on the bus. I can’t update my calender when someone informs me of an upcoming meeting. I can’t play with the applications when i can’t sleep at night. I can’t listen to my new songs when i’m on the train. I can’t write a note when something comes across my mind. I can’t take pictures and upload it to show the world. I can’t go online whenever i want to. I can’t do a single shit without my phone..

Okay. I think i need to move on, before it gets irritating. 

But i’m really upset about it because i Hate it when i lose something.

CNY came and go but the calories are here to stay for a long haul. As usual, feeling fatter than ever and i feel like jogging now.

I am near dead exhausted but still breathing. Saving the last few breath for all my untouched assignments and To-Dos. I just cannot wait for next week to be Over. I cannot wait for Hall Productions. And i cannot wait for IHG to be over. 

Oh. My January is over.

Time is always not on my side. Why. The buzz of past few days came and go and poof – It’s 3rd week of January. It is 3rd week into school and for the first time, i found myself gathering all the Will in me yesterday to pull out the stack of accumulative readings in That Corner of my desk. For some reason, i swear the aura in my humble room is seductively sleepy. You can never escape from the hands of the Nua monster that is lurking in the room. As a result, my readings are left in That corner and no work is done. To add on, assignments are piling in as well, and it is not nice. 

For yet some other reason, i found myself going through bouts of homesickness today. Maybe it’s the festive that is approaching or maybe i am just plain tired of school. And there i go again, rambling about school. What’s new.

Its the start of 2009. C’mon, i need something better this new year.